[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Ithinkiloveyoutoo

Made plans with friends when I was in happy mood but now I just want to stay indoors tomorrow

…no, don’t stay in…you made those plans when you were in a happy vibe as you say…?….keep those plans and that date and that might lead you to that vibe again…see your friends, that’ll make them happy and feeling that happiness might transfer back to you in that circle of feel good…..

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Redway

I have a feeling one of my mates wants to drag me out tomorrow but, likewise, I’m in no mood. And I’m skint.

…ahhhhh, maybe just absorb being around that mate, you don’t need the money to do that…even just for a short while, it can give so much feel good energy to be around meaningful people in our lives…

[Mystic Mock]

Christmas Adverts in November.

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Zizu

I have dreadful sleep issues ( always have to be fair )

Currently staying up till 4am and sleeping in late … it works out good this week as there’s a massive UFC card on Sunday morning 3am till 6am ish BUT I need to get my routine sorted somehow .

Maybe I’ll try going straight through on Sunday morning and not go to bed at all ??

Then just have a couple of long dozes throughout Sunday and have an early night ?!??

…don’t stop working on it but it might be that you don’t need much sleep to function perfectly and that’s just the way it is…

[Ray.]

Originally Posted by Ammi

…I don’t know how your sleep clock adjust/how quickly, it generally would…?…but for me, it always takes a fair bit of time for that adjustment to happen in the ‘training’ of…obviously it’s about the mind resting so finding a way of thoughts etc not creep in at sleep times …relaxing that body from the toes right up to and through the brain, you know…it’s not an easy thing and very frustrating for you…(…and exhausting…)……

I'm actually fairly decent with adjusting my body clock, but I've had the last week off of work and for some reason getting a proper sleep has been an absolute nightmare. So it's mixed blessings. Usually I listen to an audiobook before I fall asleep and have on the fan or some other white noise while I drift off. God, laying it all out like that makes me sound like such a fussy sleeper.

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Ray.

I'm actually fairly decent with adjusting my body clock, but I've had the last week off of work and for some reason getting a proper sleep has been an absolute nightmare. So it's mixed blessings. Usually I listen to an audiobook before I fall asleep and have on the fan or some other white noise while I drift off. God, laying it all out like that makes me sound like such a fussy sleeper.

…it’s not fussy, it’s just how we ‘condition’ ourselves to sleep mode and that learned behaviour that if it’s thrown out for any reason, it kind of sends our bodies and minds into confusion and unrest/unsettlement, you know…

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Originally Posted by Ammi

…no, don’t stay in…you made those plans when you were in a happy vibe as you say…?….keep those plans and that date and that might lead you to that vibe again…see your friends, that’ll make them happy and feeling that happiness might transfer back to you in that circle of feel good…..

Ugh I'm gonna go out of guilt not joy or willingness. Bed good. Outside bad.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Originally Posted by Redway

What’s the weather like where you’re at? It’s been pretty rainy in certain parts of the U.K. so if that’s your fold, you can always use that as an excuse. I would.

It's going to be rainy today aswell so that's another downer.

One of them is coming down from Manchester. I was secretly hoping that she would cancel out of fear for storm Claudia

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Originally Posted by Mystic Mock

Christmas Adverts in November.

lol doesn't it put you in the Christmas mood?

[Mystic Mock]

Originally Posted by Ithinkiloveyoutoo

lol doesn't it put you in the Christmas mood?

Not really.

[Zizu]

Originally Posted by Mystic Mock

Christmas Adverts in November.

It’s been Christmas in Disney for about two weeks ..

The night of Halloween 31st October as they close the gates and all the visitors leave they get hundreds and hundreds of people in to put up all the Christmas decorations and lights .. they have specialist teams spraying fake snow on the rooftops !!

[Mystic Mock]

Originally Posted by Zizu

It’s been Christmas in Disney for about two weeks ..

The night of Halloween 31st October as they close the gates and all the visitors leave they get hundreds and hundreds of people in to put up all the Christmas decorations and lights .. they have specialist teams spraying fake snow on the rooftops !!

Typical Disney.

[Zizu]

Originally Posted by Redway

Ben Wadey and everything he’s doing to EastEnders. Clenshaw was far from perfect but all-in-all he was decent and a massive improvement on the abysmal 2011-13 and 2015-21. Wadey’s taking the show back to how it was in 2012, and that can never be a good thing. And everyone from the hardcore Digital Spy/Walford-Webbers to casual Facebook-fans seem to be in agreement with that. The Beeb must be aware of how bad the current perception of EE is right-now and how much standards have slipped since Clenshaw’s (the only consistently half-decent E.P. in 15 years) half of the year. Being the first person to lure Zoe/Michelle Ryan back after 20 years of her insisting she’d never return only for her to be chasing cats and … sending pictures to herself is just such a waste of what should’ve been taken as a golden opportunity.

The young boy doesn’t have a clue what he’s doing. Experience manning Hollyoaks in your 20s doesn’t count. At-all.

Why on gawd’s earth do you allow things like this to annoy you ??



Jees

[Redway]

Originally Posted by Zizu

Why on gawd’s earth do you allow things like this to annoy you ??



Jees

I’m not the only one, not that someone like you, on whatever alternate planet you’re on, would ever understand. I know you’re just trying to get your back because I called you out on your constant objectification of women, thinking that this “break” you took (which I always knew was a load of fuss over nothing) might give you pause and change you a little, but don’t. It’s transparent AF and doesn’t hit the notes you want it to. You don’t learn from your mistakes and you don’t change. You don’t respect boundaries or, in the virtual realm, women who aren’t abundantly attractive to you. That’s clear-as-day to anyone, and it’s pointed out to you, time and time again, by a range of different people. But, of-course, it’s always easier to play victim to dodge accountability and admit toxicity within yourself. Like I say, pretty sad for a man who’s pushing 70. And it just does not land. Neither does lashing out to try and get your own back because someone dared call you out on your misogynistic nonsense.

And yet you wonder why I don’t like you.

[Zizu]

Originally Posted by Redway

I’m not the only one, not that someone like you, on whatever alternate planet you’re on, would ever understand. I know you’re just trying to get your back because I called you out on your constant objectification of women, thinking that this “break” you took (which I always knew was a load of fuss over nothing) might give you pause and change you a little, but don’t. It’s transparent AF and doesn’t hit the notes you want it to. You don’t learn from your mistakes and you don’t change. You don’t respect boundaries or, in the virtual realm, women who aren’t abundantly attractive to you. That’s clear-as-day to anyone, and it’s pointed out to you, time and time again, by a range of different people. But, of-course, it’s always easier to play victim to dodge accountability and admit toxicity within yourself. Like I say, pretty sad for a man who’s pushing 70. And it just does not land. Neither does lashing out to try and get your own back because someone dared call you out on your misogynistic nonsense.

And yet you wonder why I don’t like you.

By a range of people.. meaning YOU


As regards my self enforced break .. it was exactly that .. a 3 week break - as I wasn’t feeling well physically or mentally …

I could never leave permanently as I NEED this place


I saw your heartless comments encouraging me to leave the forum and daring me to stay away permanently .


Oddly enough it was your selfish, insensitive , comments towards me AFTER I left that drew me back in and made me even stronger and more determined to be myself !

I just thought why on Earth should I let a small minded , self important , insignificant little narcissist get under my skin … and resolved to never let it happen again .

So thanks for that !!

[Redway]

Originally Posted by Zizu

By a range of people.. meaning YOU


As regards my self enforced break .. it was exactly that .. a 3 week break - as I wasn’t feeling well physically or mentally …

I could never leave permanently as I NEED this place


I saw your heartless comments encouraging me to leave the forum and daring me to stay away permanently .


Oddly enough it was your selfish, insensitive , comments towards me AFTER I left that drew me back in and made me even stronger and more determined to be myself !

I just thought why on Earth should I let a small minded , self important , insignificant little narcissist get under my skin … and resolved to never let it happen again .

So thanks for that !!

By a range of people, including Livia, including Niamh, including Barry., including … well, you said it yourself. You have more “enemies” (meaning someone who’s prepared to call your bluff of immaturity and infatuation with AI-models of women you’ll never know, whether they actually like you or not) on here than fans. It’s certainly not just me, and you know that. Keep a narrative straight. Make it make sense, man.

In the meantime, you can call me whatever names you like, you can call me (a survivor of and advocate against narcissistic abuse) a narcissist if that makes you feel better and that you’re saving transparent face, but a spade will always be a spade, whether you call it a weapon or a banana. Not liking or agreeing with you (and you don’t make it difficult) doesn’t make someone an enemy and certainly not a narcissist. Over-using it as a buzz-word for someone you rub the wrong way is another shade of toxicity. So is trying to downplay and mock the validity of people’s lived cultural and ethnographic experiences just to, once-again, try and get your own back, and, again, the fact that you were willing to stoop so low tells me and confirms everything I need to know about you. You seem to assume that everyone you come across online, unless they explicitly say otherwise, is purely white British and not even perhaps 1/8 or 1/4 mixed-race (which I’ve alluded to many times). That’s what gives you the boldness to mock people’s culturally specific insights, and I don’t know what’s worse between that or actually knowing that the person you’re trying to retaliate against to “save face” is at the least a little culturally heterogenous/mixed and choosing to write their cultural integrity off to wacky vapes anyway. Either way, it doesn’t say good things about you. At-all.

Me, I wish you’d bugger off for good and never come back but I’m not in control of your destiny or actions. You have that choice and I can’t take that away from you, but that doesn’t mean I have to like you. That doesn’t make me a bully. It just means I don’t like you, and probably never will. But you knew that already, even-before you decided to announce that you were running away for 2 minutes.

“As regards my self enforced break .. it was exactly that .. a 3 week break” - you literally said you were leaving this site permanently (which would’ve been a real treat). You’re not even trying to be opaque with your bluff or keep your record straight. That’s an embodiment of just-how tangible a single word you utter on here is (not very). Man I can’t stand you. And you don’t deserve my sensitivity or compassion. Not one bit. So don’t ever expect otherwise for as long as you continue to be the way you are, with not a shred of accountability or cultural sensitivity (since you want to talk sensitivity) in your bones. I’ve got your number, sunshine.

[Zizu]

Originally Posted by Redway

By a range of people, including Livia, including Niamh, including Barry., including … well, you said it yourself. You have more “enemies” (meaning someone who’s prepared to call your bluff of immaturity and infatuation with AI-models of women you’ll never know, whether they actually like you or not) on here than fans. It’s certainly not just me, and you know that. Keep a narrative straight. Make it make sense, man.

In the meantime, you can call me whatever names you like, you can call me (a survivor of and advocate against narcissistic abuse) a narcissist if that makes you feel better and that you’re saving transparent face, but a spade will always be a spade, whether you call it a weapon or a banana. Not liking or agreeing with you (and you don’t make it difficult) doesn’t make someone an enemy and certainly not a narcissist. Over-using it as a buzz-word for someone you rub the wrong way is another shade of toxicity. So is trying to downplay and mock the validity of people’s lived cultural and ethnographic experiences just to, once-again, try and get your own back, and, again, the fact that you were willing to stoop so low tells me and confirms everything I need to know about you. You seem to assume that everyone you come across online, unless they explicitly say otherwise, is purely white British and not even perhaps 1/8 or 1/4 mixed-race (which I’ve alluded to many times). That’s what gives you the boldness to mock people’s culturally specific insights, and I don’t know what’s worse between that or actually knowing that the person you’re trying to retaliate against to “save face” is at the least a little culturally heterogenous/mixed and choosing to write their cultural integrity off to wacky vapes anyway. Either way, it doesn’t say good things about you. At-all.

Me, I wish you’d bugger off for good and never come back but I’m not in control of your destiny or actions. You have that choice and I can’t take that away from you, but that doesn’t mean I have to like you. That doesn’t make me a bully. It just means I don’t like you, and probably never will. But you knew that already, even-before you decided to announce that you were running away for 2 minutes.

“As regards my self enforced break .. it was exactly that .. a 3 week break” - you literally said you were leaving this site permanently (which would’ve been a real treat). You’re not even trying to be opaque with your bluff or keep your record straight. That’s an embodiment of just-how tangible a single word you utter on here is (not very). Man I can’t stand you.

There , there .. hopefully you feel better now ..

I didn’t bother reading through that wall of text .. you haven’t learnt anything over the years have you - we are a society of quick fixes ffs

Nobody comes in here to read a chapter from War & Peace every time you post

Kinda funny tbh

[Redway]

Originally Posted by Zizu

There , there .. hopefully you feel better now ..

I didn’t bother reading through that wall of text .. you haven’t learnt anything over the years have you - we are a society of quick fixes ffs

Nobody comes in here to read a chapter from War & Peace every time you post

Kinda funny tbh

That says more about you than it does me. Ya, bye. I’m so done with you (cue your “Hallelujah !!!”). You’re not worth it.

[Zizu]

Originally Posted by Redway

That says more about you than it does me. Ya, bye. I’m so done with you (cue your “Hallelujah !!!”). You’re not worth it.

[Redway]

Originally Posted by Ithinkiloveyoutoo

It's going to be rainy today aswell so that's another downer.

One of them is coming down from Manchester. I was secretly hoping that she would cancel out of fear for storm Claudia

What did you end up doing?