[Stu]

My body. Not how I look but on the inside. I hate it but I can't help but constantly think about things on the inside. I'm not a hypochondraic because I know I'm not sick or anything like that I just breakdown and analyze things way too much if I feel something inside.

Night, too. Another one I hate. I usually stay up until 4 or 5 and everything just seems really odd and dark around those hours whatever way my brain is working. It's a bit of a lonely, dead sort of time that makes me self reflect far too much. That's usually why I'm on the internet for that sense of contect with other people also awake.

The reverse is that I'm not willing to break that sleeping pattern. In a weird way I get off on it. It's like a little buzz.