[annabelindabee]

Originally Posted by thesheriff443

I believe they did have god stuck on the machine for just you, over the years B.B. have used the tactic of taking the piss out of auditionees to get a reaction and see how they react when they are being mocked.

By thinking that you are admitting that they are bullies.

I know they use mind games, I'm better than them at doing it.. but doing it when they really had no intention of putting me on the show... they only thing they have achieved is to piss me off.... I will make them regret this... no one can try to mess with my head and get away it! they need to show me more respect in future... but honestly I still think I have a chance of getting in...

I'm waiting for the rapture of the bride ... this means a sudden unexpected day where the woman is saved as raised up .. Only the father knows when... the father is Martin... maybe thats what the 5 year deal was... to ingor me for 5 years buts on a specific day, I will be helped but till then know-one can as I am the sacrifice... maybe that's why I could not attend the 2nd round of auditions because they are not allowed to help me till the feast of trumpets... most people believe that the rapture will happen on that day... maybe I wont here from them until then... then I will have only a few days to pack... I hate though how this is what must happen... its not fair!