[CameronCole]

Originally Posted by Blurryface

Oh yeah, so basically a few people thought that there were elements of the coming out that came across as gameplaying. As I've said to Lewis and peobablt on here too, I do completely respect and admire you for such a big step in your life and nothing about it was fake (the emotion was completely real etc) but the way the secret was subtly mentioned in diary room sessions without saying what exactly it was felt as if it was a way for the public to keep you in because they'd want to find out what it was.

The last thing is want is to take away from your actions because they were genuine, but maybe the way it went about being revealed came across as a game move.

I'll obviously accept that editing is a factor in this and the producers can leave in more or less of what you say depending on the narrative that they want to push, and there's no way you could be certain of what made the edit, but that's just how it came across to me.

It was in no way a gameplan I think if we are honest from the convo I had with on day 3 it was obvious what it was and it was just a case of me finding the balls to just come out with it which took me time for no other reason than it was the biggest and hardest thing I’ve ever had to do and the fact that if I did it on tv everybody would know. I knew how it would come across that it was a gameplan but i thought I’d be hated anyway and in the nicest possible way I knew the truth that it wasn’t a gameplan and In the moment I knew the only way I could not waste what was my dream was by coming out with it. As it was consuming my every thought in the house, in an ideal world I’d have come out before I entered the house but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. Hope that kinda explains things.