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Originally Posted by AnnieK
One of the girls at my works has just got out of a pretty crappy marriage and has joined dating apps. She is having a ball....she is literally out all the time living her best life  Being single suits her too |
Its such a weird feeling. I am not even exaggerating when I say I'm kinda wondering if I am 'living my best life' or..going off the rails. Its that good? The contrast to this time 6 months back is absolutely insane.
The social anxiety side of it..I can deal with aslong as everything else remains the same. I mean..I just went into the bakery to get a bacon sandwich on way back from school run, saw monster cakes and got 2 for the kids. I thought the woman gave me 'a look' so I started explaining about how they were for my kids and I was absolutely not planning on eating the sandwich then the cakes when I got back (which of course makes it seem like that was the plan all along too as I seem guilty
) and she then definitely did give me a strange look and told me there was no judgement regardless
Stuff like that is so ****ing weird, and worrying regular. And is definitely new to me. But its kinda funny looking back on at the same time?! Even though the sinking feeling of shame is still there whenever you recall it.
However I just had a conversation with my sister about this and she does it all the time. Shes having an operation today and had to get a covid test a few days ago. She said the nurse told her good luck for the operation and she said 'yeah, you too'
So its not just me, at least. That bit makes me think depression and stuff is just kinda..gone and am being normal, yet not normal.
God that makes me sound insane. Hopefully someone relates
13-10-2021, 10:12 AM
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