[LaLaLand]

I'm a bit of a mix.

I'm more of a hermit but every now and then I get these spurts where I want to go here/there/everywhere and meet people/see things you know?

I try to go out every Saturday but it's always to the same local pub with the same people every week so I really need to broaden my horizons now and again me thinks.

The thing is I'm almost in my mid-30's now and I'm kind of the last one of my whole friend circle who's single and yet to meet someone/settle down/have kids etc. I was unwell for the vast majority of my 20's (MH) and missed the boat on that whole thing so it's sad that I'm kind of having a "second youth" so to speak when everyone else my age has just naturally got past that point in life. If I think about it too much it makes me quite sad tbh.