[Princess]

*attempts to calm down* I idolize Mark because he was a nice guy,the nicest guy there was. I didn't just love him cos he was good looking and made great music,most of the reason was because he was so nice. And for this to happen,it just changed everything. It's changed how I see him and I said I would never ever forgive the boys if they cheated and I don't know what to do cos it's just like what the hell am I supposed to do??? I can't stop being obsessed with them but I feel like I should. At least I've stopped crying and hyperventilating.