[Chuck]

I am absolutely terrified of being rejected by people I'm interested in getting to know, on the other hand, I don't care about being part of the popular group anymore, even though when I was at school, I used to be the best goalkeeper and was always picked first for the football teams and I must admit that it felt great to be popular.

On social networks, I have never sent any friend request to anyone because I just can't handle the anxiety of wondering if they'll accept me or not and getting a no as response.

I also have never been the one to make the first move on anyone and when I go to a first date, it's always awkward telling the person to call me because I just know that I wont be able to sleep until I receive the call and will be calling (bugging) my friends all the time to discuss what I could possibly have done wrong to have been rejected and if he's the one to tell me to call him, then I'll also get paranoid because I'll think he just said that to not be rude and I'll also be worried if I should follow the 3 days rule and etc. :L

/BridgetJones