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Originally Posted by Yukon Cornelius
I suppose the best way of putting it is I never mourned them, I was in so much shock because it was sudden (car crash), I didn't know how to deal with it
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See, in my case it was a shock as well. Which makes it so much harder I think. I feel as though if I had some way to prepare for it, i'd be able to deal with it better. It's just so hard to understand. I'm just waiting for him to call me again. I feel like I'm mourning, but i'm not really believing my mourning because I don't believe the situation/don't want to let myself believe the situation, if that makes sense.