[Me. I Am Salman]

I'm so stressed out over college stuff, like this year seems so difficult and I'm not motivated. I keep procrastinating (e.g. on here) and don't feel like I'm taking anything in, I'm getting paranoid over the course I'm planning to do (English language + linguistics) in terms of whether I'll get a good job I also enjoy out of it. With UCAS I haven't been to one tutorial yet because my college is a bit of a mess, so have had to rely on the help of my friends with it, no guidance from a tutor.

Also I'm stressing over my contact lenses, because I'm getting special ones as my eyes are a weird shape but they might not even fit, meaning I won't ever be able to wear contacts ever and that's a terrifying thought..

There's a ****load of other problems too, e.g. family stuff, and things so much worse than what I've mentioned. I'm not depressed though, but I haven't feel properly 'happy' and content, I'm just getting on with things if that makes sense ;s