[Ammi]

....hmmm, I do know what you mean Matt, these are conflicts of thoughts that I've had as well...especially with Teresa's own family and any suspicions from the series toward them..her parents, not only having the pain of Teresa's death/how she was killed/ not even knowing themselves fully but having so much focus on the person who they believe to have murdered her/the campaign to free him and now the documentary series... it's become all about Steven and very little about Teresa/the victim...just unimaginable enough without having her son thought of as a suspect as well...

..it was the same with the first conviction wasn't it...the victim of rape becoming a secondary type person in Steven's pleas of innocence that proved to be true...but her life must have been/must be terribly devasted by that brutal attack...there was a vein of thought there as well of no sympathy with Steven/his wrongful imprisonment for that crime because of him disturbingly burning the cat and jumping out in front of his cousin's car and threatening her with a gun...not a 'well minded' person....but the bigger picture, whatever the vein of thought of that was that a rapist was still out there and free...and the same with this/in both cases...because of the mistake and errors/because of the incompetence/because of the corruption/because of the manipulation of Brendon..because of, because of, because of....whatever theory is held....Bobby for instance..?...is now married with children and presumably has a good life....but in his 'good and free life' now, he may just have murdered Teresa Halbach...so ughhhh, a difficult one....



..if it were my child, you're totally right, I wouldn't want to see this series probably and I wouldn't want to see these discussions and I wouldn't want to see the focus and attention on the person that I completely believed had murdered my child....but the thought of the person who ended her life having lived free for 10yrs (potentially..)...would I think for me, be a much more disturbing and painful thought...one of the worst and most painful/life destroying things as a parent who has lost a child in the way they lost Teresa must be the 'not knowing'...their body never being found/their killer never being held accountable, you know...