[rusticgal]

She is shocked...but she also knows her behaviour was antagonistic which is why she is not in bits as an innocent victim would be. She knows she should have reacted differently rather than playing bat and ball.... she knows she pushed him...he was drunk and wanted to sleep but she wouldnt leave him alone.
I am not condoning his behaviour because he obviously has issues and how he got through the process is beyond me...someone made a huge mistake and Hazel became the victim... but she clearly did not recognise the signs and now feels guilty for not nipping the whole situation in the bud before it got completely out of control.