[Patrick]

Hey everyone

I'm Patrick and I'm an alcoholic.

No I'm not, I'm really like excited two secs.


Okay I'm cool.

So I'm being serious here, now listen, k?


Ever since Primary 7 people keep calling me Gay/Fag/Queer/Bent etc
Now, here's the deal.

We all know these words are chucked about so much nowadays by mates and just lads in the school yard.

But people I don't even know call me it.

Or people I do know but not THAT well, if you get me?

Like yesterday I was walking out of a shop, accidently sort of bumped into this guy from 2nd Year.

And he was like 'Watch it you ******ing queer.'

I get this every day, it's seriously upsetting me now.

Then I get people saying things like 'Why do you fancy every girl you see?'
They exaggerate, but I can see what they mean because I do say 'She's ******ing fit' or 'I would' etc to alot of girls that walk past, because they are as Keith Lemmon would say, Bang Tidy.


I tend to enjoy and like things that girls would like, or rather things men wouldn't like as much.

Examples would be: I Hate Sport, I Love Big Brother, I Like Drama, I Prefer Pop and Stuff to Rock Sh*t etc


Now I do share the same interests as other guys in some things like Xbox and stuff like that and I like some music like rap and bands like Pendulum and The Prodigy etc


So you can see where I'm coming from?

I'm fully attracted to girls, I really do not see myself being in a relationship with a guy I don't want to have 'intercourse' with a guys anus or anything however I do get picked on alot for liking things most guys wouldn't.


At first I thought it was my voice, I always thought I had a high voice but it turns out my voice is very deep for my age.


And like I said, I don't find myself attracted to guys.
I'm able to sit in a room alone with a dude for hours on end and just talk and stuff without thinking about blowjobs and all that.

But If it's with a girl, as any lad would,
I'd think about shagging her quite alot.

The thought of having sex with a male or any males having sex does make me abit sick, but I AM NOT HOMOPHOBIC.

I love all of you on here, well not all of you but most of you are awesome and I've grown to like you all alot since I joined and alot of the guys on here are Gay so I don't have a problem with that kind of thing.


The thing is,
I'm just wondering like, I am straight right?

The fact that people keep calling me gay, even people I don't know, EVEN my ******ing nan kept making me 'Come Out' the other night and she's quite homophobic.

And alot of girls call me it too for goodness sake, and everyone else like literally complete and utter BELLENDS can get hot girlfriends but when I ask them it's 'Um, No.'
I mean what the ******?

I think I'm a pretty decent lad in terms of personality, Chavs can get any girl they want but when I ask I constantly get it through back in my face?

Every day it's 'Such and Such is in a relationship' or on the bus 'umfgz i'm going out with [insertchavhere] again babes!'
So what on earth is it?



And I don't feel any attraction towards guys.

Surely, to be gay you must have that?

Or is liking Big Brother and some songs that most lads wouldn't, all it take to make you 'gay' these days?

Answers Please.

This was quite hard for me to ask on here seeing as I know alot of you so well now, so take the piss and I'll ******ing go mental.