[Niamh.]

Originally Posted by Ammi

...I think/wonder how would she be/how would her life be now/if she would have children etc and would her children and my children have been friends...it's strange how much I think about her still with so long ago it was and I can't ever think about her without crying and feeling so sad/maybe because I hadn't ever known anyone young to die before as well, well not someone I talked to every day, you know...all I know really is that I have good friends/great friends but I've never thought of anyone in my life as a 'best friend' other than her....

mmm I think my own life may have been totally different if my friend hadn't died. She was supposed to move to London with me and another friend but she died before that happened and I reckon if she had come with me, I would have had completely different experiences and may not have ended up in the same place.