[Niamh.]

Originally Posted by Ammi

...I think/wonder how would she be/how would her life be now/if she would have children etc and would her children and my children have been friends...it's strange how much I think about her still with so long ago it was and I can't ever think about her without crying and feeling so sad/maybe because I hadn't ever known anyone young to die before as well, well not someone I talked to every day, you know...all I know really is that I have good friends/great friends but I've never thought of anyone in my life as a 'best friend' other than her....

mmm I think my own life may have been totally different if my friend hadn't died. She was supposed to move to London with me and another friend but she died before that happened and I reckon if she had come with me, I would have had completely different experiences and may not have ended up in the same place.

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Niamh.

mmm I think my own life may have been totally different if my friend hadn't died. She was supposed to move to London with me and another friend but she died before that happened and I reckon if she had come with me, I would have had completely different experiences and may not have ended up in the same place.

...yeah, I guess it's like the movie Sliding Doors...you may never have met Gav and have your children now and that's not something that you would ever want to be changed but then it's not something you would ever have been aware of...it would just have been a 'different Niamh life'..the roads we take, eh.../and the things that determine those...

[Niamh.]

Originally Posted by Ammi

...yeah, I guess it's like the movie Sliding Doors...you may never have met Gav and have your children now and that's not something that you would ever want to be changed but then it's not something you would ever have been aware of...it would just have been a 'different Niamh life'..the roads we take, eh.../and the things that determine those...

Yeah, I always think about stuff like that, I loved that movie sliding Doors too

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Niamh.

Yeah, I always think about stuff like that, I loved that movie sliding Doors too

...yeah, it's really weird to think that the most important people in your lives are people that you would never even be aware of if something had or hadn't happened to cause that path to be taken that lead you to where you are now...my dad used to always say that, you know when rubbish stuff happened that sucked...that 'things happen for a reason', even the awful stuff...he got on my nerves when he said it....but yeah, wise old guy...it's why I don't regret either because bad stuff can lead to good stuff and lead you where you were meant to be...