[Vicky.]

IDK here. I have had online infatuations before where I knew **** all would come of it for whatever reason, yet still the infatuation was there and at one stage when I was mid teens I even neglected my life somewhat for an online thing with some guy. Again who I fancied but it wouldnt happen.

I dont know if that helps somewhat. But I was never..talking to them in the hope we would get together or anything real, I think it was an escape reality thing more than anything else? May not be explaining that right.