[Swan]

Originally Posted by Vicky.

IDK here. I have had online infatuations before where I knew **** all would come of it for whatever reason, yet still the infatuation was there and at one stage when I was mid teens I even neglected my life somewhat for an online thing with some guy. Again who I fancied but it wouldnt happen.

I dont know if that helps somewhat. But I was never..talking to them in the hope we would get together or anything real, I think it was an escape reality thing more than anything else? May not be explaining that right.

That's actually really helpful. I've googled a million different things, read plenty of stories, but none like yours Vicky, so yes that's incredibly helpful. And you make perfect sense!

See, she does say she loves me, only a few days ago it was 'i love you, i only want you; it's always you'. But her actions really do say something different. She can't get enough of this guy, it's plain and simple and is beyond reasonable doubt now.

It's a massive head****!