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I've finished watching this now and it was fascinating. I think she's really become very detached and desensitised to the full horror of what ISIS did. She talks about going there as if it was a silly thing to do and describes it quite flippantly - 'we left, we went to ISIS, that was it' and stuff like that. All the bad things that happened just seen like they were a bit of an inconvenience.

The trauma she's gone through is massive - married off to a stranger at 15, all three of her kids dying, two other failed pregnancies, walking miles across the dessert when heavily pregnant, her best friends being blown up etc. And then she talked about seeing heads in bins and how that didn't faze her. She still doesn't really feel any guilt because she just said everything would have happened anyway and I think there's a lot of things she hasn't admitted. You don't stay in ISIS for four years without seeing and probably doing some pretty awful things.