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Originally Posted by Zizu

I am so very sorry !!

Words fail me


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Originally Posted by Mystic Mock

I'm sorry to hear about this.

I really wouldn't want to imagine what it must feel like.

Just remember if there's ever anything that you want to say away from friends and family, that we are here as a community to try and help you through it.

Originally Posted by Niamh.

I'm so sorry to hear that. Was it sudden or had she been sick? Sounds like you're still in shock

Originally Posted by MTVN

That's devastating, very sorry for your loss

Originally Posted by Kazanne

So very sorry

Originally Posted by hijaxers

Oh what a dreadfully painful day you've had, you are in great sorrow right now. I send you and yours my deepest condolences . I can say this is good place for airing emotions and letting it out . TIBB is very supportive and caring at times like this.

Originally Posted by Swan

I'm so sorry.

Originally Posted by rusticgal

I’m so sorry for your loss…

When I lost my mum I was willing her for a sign that she was watching over us…and since that moment we have had many a sign in our house. Believe what you wish but I find it a great comfort….she will always be looking out for you.

Originally Posted by Ashley.

Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear that, Chalk.

Originally Posted by caprimint

So sorry to hear this

Thank you all so much for your kind words, each and every one of you. It really does mean a lot to me. I agree, Hijaxers, I haven't been here long, but still I've always been able to tell that this is a place full of good souls and kind hearts.

In answer to Niamh specifically - Admittedly her health hadn't been great for the last five or six years of her life, but she'd been going to dialysis three days a week for the past year and a half or so and she seemed to be in an overall better state. She was a large lady and had diabetes, and it breaks my heart a little, because for the last year or so she'd been trying to turn things back around and diet and gain some indepence for herself again (my father and I cared for her round the clock and somebody always had to be in the house with her), but clearly it was too late. She'd thrown up a little bit and had a jittery stomach in the morning, but never did I anticipate what happened next. I'll be interested to hear what the actual cause of death was. In any case, I've been mentally preparing myself for this for a long time. But still it's hard to process.

In answer to Rusticgal - Don't worry, I will absolutely be keeping an eye out for something to let me know she's still about in some capacity. And if nothing else, it wouldn't serve me any to believe that there's nothing beyond this life. Even if it's just blind faith and hope, it'll do for me.